I am not from this planet
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I hope you will go on dates and get married and have beautiful kids and laugh at all the cute inside jokes you share together. I guess I’m happy that your happy even though your happiness lies on someone else’s lap. I wish I could have viewed of our love as a temporary teenage phase like you did so I wouldn’t have gotten so attached from the start. Day by day I’ve been trying to forget somthing that wasn’t even serious to you in the first place. Knowing now that I was just a mere infatuation from the start makes it easier for me to pretend that nothing ever happened between us. I’m afraid to open up my heart to someone else only to have re-written the same foolish novel twice.